To conquer my ennui

I tried to see The Future

At the MoMA.

It was sold out.

Miranda July was there

I could have asked her

If she wanted to be my friend.

I need a friend today.

I can tell it’s bad

When I won’t stop eating.

I just had three desserts:

Mango with sticky rice

Carrot cake cupcake

Raspberry white chocolate cheesecake.

Now I’m on the J

And I feel nauseous,

Which is better than sad.

I will see my cat soon

She will be happy to see me

She won’t know I’ve been away

For fifteen months.