I ate too much soup today.

I just didn’t want to look for a container

so I figured my stomach

could contain it all.

Bad idea.

It made me feel sleepy

and then all I could do was

watch Jackie Brown

on my bed.

I had fourteen things on my list today

and eating wasn’t even on it.

Maybe to jumpstart my new productive life

I can start listing obvious stuff

so I can at least cross something off it.

I am beating myself up again,

I know. How boring.

How can I stop being me?

Someone should take over.