my world has been turned upside down

or not really

not really.

it’s just that 

surprise surprise!

concepts

and

life 

they are not the same,

and I don’t know 

where this pain is coming from

from the fire stove itself

or from the idea of damage
of losing my beautiful

precious fingers.

my fingers are precious.

so are yours!

when you know that somebody

is going to slap you in the face

soon

but you don’t know exactly when

waiting for that blow is real torture.

please strap me to this chair now

and let’s get it over with.

thanks.